63 and Counting

So we as Lukemia shapes our world again, we start to change how we see the world.  No planning for the future, no worrying about what bulbs to order for the garden.  No looking beyond tomorrow.  Focusing on just this moment.  This blood draw, this dose of Chemo, this ___________. 

Little goal:  finish the 14 days of antibiotics, ANC 200 and then home.

Big  goal:  Bone Marrow Transplant. 
I sat down and did a bit of research on what it took to get to transplant and have discovered I should stay focused on little goals and not project too far in the future. 

Johnny and Ana and the kids came for dinner tonight.  Johnny brought magic enchiladas.  He is sure that is the answer to the ANC issue.

We shall see.

  (Do you think I should be worried when this is on my child's mattress?)