I have almost forgotten what that means. Everyone says it sort of like: Time heals all wounds. It is a good thing to say, a heartfelt sentiments but sometimes it
"Easier said than done."
I am going to try to focus on me.
Step 1: I made coffee and will drink it where I want to drink it.
Step 2: I will get dressed and go to Woodland Park Zoo for a couple of hours and not feel guilty about not walking my dogs but instead walking around the zoo.
Step 3: I will drink more coffee.
Step 4: I will set up my office upstairs so I can be ready for school to start on October 1st.
Step 5: Feed me today. Let other's join, but feed me. Food that is fresh and healthy and flavorful...
Step 6: Use the good china for just the family.
Okay, that gets me to noon. See. I know there are a million other things I could do for myself but I seem to have lost track. Hair is good. Toes could use some work. Maybe something will come clear while I am walking with the animals.
I am having such a hard time going to the zoo. It is so much easier to look around and see what needs to be done and to let it go.
I need to do somethings for me.
Going to take a shower.
Taking the newly polished round silver tray back to the basement.
Putting in a load of laundry.
So there. The girls can walk the dogs.
IT STARTED OUT AS A BUMP BECAME 2.5 YEARS OF TREATMENT. SURPRISE RELAPSE AND NOW LONG TERM SIDE-EFFECTS. NO COMPLAINTS, JUST REPORTING.
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